Wishing

New year o.o

2008-02-07T08:43:00.003+08:00

Yes yes, i know that new year is today, but i sorta lost the new year mood when i woke up today. I don't know but, it's just weird =3

And my handphone message time, is screwed, someone can sms at 2am, while it appears as 4pm in my handphone, now i don't know when did that person send me the sms ._. Probablly I'm sleeping. I didn't really countdown for the new year, i was thrown alone at home, uh not really, i chose not to go out =3

You cant expect me to countdown myself right, thats like... so "emo" xD

Since the time i woke, I'm been quite not myself from yesterday, yesterday i was in a playing mood, and today i lost them =3 When i woke up, I'm like... Ohh.. i still got one assignment pending, and somehow forgot that its chinese new year already. But then again, I'm not visiting any relatives, not that I don't want, but my family can't. So i guess I'm alone at home like for today, other than family members, which I think.. More or less there's nothing to chat about.

Just going back in time, to yesterday in school. Even at new year eve, there's like no commotion or anything that's related to chinese new year, with one exception, the bookshop is closed, and we cannot get the stuff needed for handing in of assignment, it's like so screwed. The printing shops also close early on that day. The school operates at half-day though. But i was hoping for some chinese new year related stuff, other than staying in the lab, and doing up some unfinished work of the assignment =/

Just a conclusion, Poly lacks the festive celebrations. Even though there's a lot of people there, just holding an event won't hurt. *mustbethefaultofthestudentcommunity* mumbles.

Or worst case, they forgotten its new year eve o.o

Bah. I wish i can spend my time today, fruitfully. I don't want to waste any time =/

Just a sentence to finish off, I enjoyed the outing yesterday, it's fun ! =x

New year o.o

2008-02-07T08:43:00.001+08:00

The bad start of a new year.

2008-01-10T20:55:00.001+08:00

The start of this year, doesn't bring me any happiness or whatever. Yet, there are more depressing and demoralizing things happening. Now let me just say briefly what happened generally.

Interface Design Layout.

What i did:

I dare to say that, i spent a lot of time on this little milestone, I investigated ways to make it look a lot like a game, brainstormed, cracked my head, doing anything that will allow me to think out of something productive. After those thinking, i came out with a interface, which i think it is nice, and attractive, and it looks like a game. From there, I started sending friends the layout, and lots of them said it is nice and well done. And thus, I had confidence in it.

However..

What happened?

The lecturer looked at my layout, and straight said that, my logo is a failure, and started nailing down my errors. To sum all up, she had already printed a fail on that piece of layout. Of course, I'm a human myself, of course i felt sad and depressed, and even discouraged. Spending so much time on a work, and of course, I'm hoping for something good to come out of it, but all i get is a straight fail. What bad luck.

How do i feel now?

Well, I'm okay already. Although i was discouraged by the fail, i do not wish to give up still. Using my photoshop knowledge, i hope to shock my lecturer with a fantastic work i will do. Some others may do Video for their website, so be it. Some have amazing artistic skills, so be it. I always believed in this phrase," You reap what you sow" and i still do believe it now. So, I will make another layout, that the lecturer would like, and hopefully praise.

Introduction to Computer Games. (Board Game Design)

What is actually done?

Well, it is a group work. And thus, we cannot do anything about it. About what? Well, the distance between us, and how can we actually meet. Although we managed to catch up with that, i still do not wish to spend money for it. Some groups spent like $100 plus on it, and well, i do not really want to spend so much on it. So, i dare to say, the results of all those work, isn't really that well done.

What happened?

I guess you guys could even figure out. Although he did not reject straight away, he stated quite a lot of wrongs that we made actually. Maybe I'm just lazy that time, and I'm really sorry.

How do i feel now?

Again, I'm really sorry. As a group leader, and not being able to divert ideas well. That is my fault, and i do admit. Be it if you guys get a bad grade. Just put on the blame on me, onegai, and please do.

Till now so far, i do not really wish to continue anymore. Let it be, and I'll continue on. Theres surely better days after rainy days. I'm sure of it.

The first day of school =3 for most of the students =3

2008-01-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

Firstly.. I hope everyone did enjoyed their first day of school? Well, its my 2nd day already, so nothing really much right =3

Actually, im just here to update about the story details.

The Rhapsody, will be out this weekend, the whole chapter 1. And i will add in to this HTML, rather than in posts. So watch out for it!

It's a new year!

2008-01-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

Finally! '07 has passed and it is '08 now =3

Come to the think of it, '07 wasn't a good year for me, it's badly organized and with tons of regrets. But lets work hard for '08 shall we?

And yet again, the phrase," Why procrastinate ?" came to my minds again. People will always procrastinate, and i'm no other. Hopefully i will not procrastinate too much this year, although i did it today already ._.

But well, it's holidays, you can't force me! T__T

Anyways, good luck and happy schooling to those who will be starting school tomorrow. Although schooling is tiring, I'm sure that it has its fun sides too. Don't you agree?

Hmm, about the rhapsody story I'm doing, i wanted it to be done in a different format ;rather than in posts.

Well, nothing much really to add, but a new year means new and unknown happenings =3 Grab your golden chances and reach for your goals ! Byebye!

School starting 0.0

2007-12-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

School days gonna begin once again... I went to print out my lab notes for tomorrow and stared at those questions. It seems that i kinda could not remember much of that subject anymore... Guess i will use the 1st of 2008 to catch up a little bit =3

And also, have to sleep eariler today.. School begins tomorrow with an early lesson of 9am. Why must we go school... Its the last day of the year T__T

Bah, nvm, even thought it stated as half-day school, i doubt it will affect me anyway, i still take all sessions tomorrow.

And lastly, i feel like going a bit in work, well ya, school work, once school reopens again. I wanted to finish my assignments and build some foundations, before the finals strikes in. So ya, i will be inactive in the games i play.

Msn wise i will be still on, but normal basis. Around 6pm - 1opm. have to catch early sleeps =3

So well than, see ya all! I shall post my new year resolution at the tagboard.

P.S: Oh, i just changed my skin, how nice does it look now? =3

A day in school doing projects.

2007-12-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

Konbanwa ! It's good evening in Japanese. So well, just a pic to start off today!

Its so cute right! Eating in the library <3

Well, it is a picture taken at the Temasek Poly Lib, some pupils are just darn lame. Anyways, let me share what happened today =3

Went to school, bringing a uber long ruler for project work, it is 130 cm long lmao. Reached there, and need to wait for a friend to finish his stuff, so ya time wasted.

After that went for lunch at Mensa 2 at TP and this is what i ordered. =3Bento <3 Its unagi btw =3

And my group mates went crazy for mango puddings again. Haii...

After that we headed to the comp lab, and we start making the project stuff... And tada tada tada...

Its 6pm and yay i went home.

On 969 bus service, it was so darn cute can. A chinese guy was chasing, and the bus started off without him. But the bus stopped like 3 seconds later to allow the traffic to pass, and he thought the bus was waiting for him. But 2 second later, the bus went out to the road lmao. That scene was so kawaii <3

And now i'm at home, and, my bro have a teechache tho o.o

The Melody.

2007-12-23T10:53:00.001+08:00

Just an introduction over here. This is my second story based on a musical adventure.

In this story, there are 3 characters.

The characters are, Rizuka who plays the violin, Mirumi who plays the flute and Spica who plays the ocarina.

Now for the character introduction. I will make it such as, it is the character that is speaking! Here goes! [I'm leaving out the age xD]

Rizuka's Introduction.

"Ermmm, I am Rizuka and i lived in a house at the town of Melody. Nice to meet you!"

So what do you like to do Rizuka?

"Ermm, I like playing my violin, and often asked my friends to come over my house and watch me play! It is really fun with them, and i do take comments from them too! Other than that, I do some drawings sometimes, oh and I often go for walks at the nearby park"

Why do you like playing the violin? Is your violin precious to you?

"Well, the sounds from the violin relaxes me, and birds sometimes will drop by and listen as well, so I find it simply refreshing! And about the violin, it is a present from a good friend of mine, who had went to study overseas, so it is really precious and priceless to me."

Any additional things you want to talk about?

"Hmmm, I'm pretty quite clumsy at times, and I like drama a lot! Please don't mind me being too dramatic at times. Hees."

Mirumi's Introduction

"I'm Mirumi and you can just call me Miru if you want! I live at alone at one small house near the park at Melody. Nice to meet you!"

So what do you like to do Mirumi?

"Hmm,I just like playing my flute in the morning, and neighbours will come over and listen. So it is kind of nice isn't it? Other than that, I read my books at some other times of the day, and i go for a walk at the park at night also."

Why do you like playing the flute? Is the flute precious to you in any way?

"The flute calms me down, as if I'm in paradise, so well, I play it when I'm bored. And the flute of mine, I found it in the park when i was walking at night, so I picked it up and started practicing!"

Any additional things you want to share?

"Hmm, nothing really. Just that I'm pretty anti-social, but I'm friendly! Just that... just that... Ah never mind."

Spica's Introduction

"Hi! I'm Spica and I live with my parents in a mansion in Melody! Well, not that I want to show off that my family is rich but well... Anyways, nice to meet you!"

So what do you like to do Spica?

"I like reading but I like playing my ocarina more, but since I'm always locked in the mansion. I can't really go out."

Why do you like playing the ocarina? Is it important to you?

"The ocarina makes me think that there is someone next to me, and make me feel occupied. It is so boring at home! Hmm, i wonder how it is imporant, my mother brought it for me as a gift when I'm small and I'm playing it till now."

Any additional things to share?

"Hmm, nothing really. I just want to go out of my mansion. And ya, thats all."

With all those nice introductions, I end this entry. But before I end, i share with you guys about what this story shall be about.

This story is entitled, The Rhapsody.

In this story, the 3 girls will have separate routes, but they shall meet one and other. After meeting and socializing with one and other, they will go for a musical journey, training up their talents, and having duels with others outside Melody.

The entire story is somehow magical, since they will use their music to create "magic" to attack their opponents. So.. take note of the next chapter!

But just a general note, I will be writing 2 routes every entry. Seeing if I'm busy or not, if I'm busy, maybe just 1? And if I'm free, i will cover all 3 routes!

Some happenings till now =3

2007-12-22T07:45:00.000+08:00

As what you guys may see, i removed my links to the RPG stories already. Don't bother to find for it, because i deleted them and stored it. =3

Not to say the reasons here but, add me at msn if you wanna know the reason, oh and tell me why you wanna know.

Its a long time since i started a blog post. But either way, its much more fun. :D

I personally is an anime lover, watched kind of a lot of animes already, i don't think as much as you guys over here. But either way, its time to share about the animes.

The anime i watched quite recently, is Clannad. At first thought that it was another Nanatsuiro Drops, and got really no mood to watch. But the appearance of the new characters, and their good design of the characters, made me wanna watch further. Not to think that, at episode 6 or 7. I forgot. I kept wanting to continue watching, because it is getting much more interesting. Uh huh, about Ibuki Fuko.

Aren't she cute? xD

It was all about her determination and the never expected ending. So touched that i cried T__T. But well, the whole anime itself was nice. And here is a pic of the game.

The designs of characters are really kawaii =3 But well lets change the topic.

Yesterday went out, and bought some stuffs for Christmas, well, plainly for my family, i don't really give presents =3 And at the food court i saw this and took a photo of it.

Its a $80 priced Claypot Chicken ^^

I know its not believing. But yea, its cute =x

With all of these, Byebye!

New skin =P

2007-11-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

Okieee, this is my new skin! Found it at blogskins, and find it pretty =x So i implemented it ^^

Hmm, sorry for not blogging like one week. Am super tired with school. So here I'm again!

Today simply did some programming, and there are some good improvements! I guess my brain works better at home.

What i done was, the assignment for C++ programming, which is handed up at 30th November. Done the random numbers part, and also the gameplay, and now is some fail-safe. I spent alot of time on the randoming, the gameplay wasnt that bad.

And now, I'm coughing already T.T I think its just lack of water, i worked like for 5 hrs, without drinking any water, i suppose =/ Might as well go drink lots of water now, coughing is bad to me, and i feel very uncomfortable.

Oh and, i have a tag board for my blog already. Tag it if you are free, but hopefully meaningful comments, i hate spams =/

I sign off here then, trying to cure this cough, its getting irritating =/ See ya all! Tomorrow shall be a brighter, and a happier day for all of us ^^

The interview o.0?

2007-11-02T11:35:00.000+08:00

Went for the interview which I'm selected for, and got kinda a nice welcome ^^

Well, at first i thought im gonna be really late, because i kind of overslept, and rushed to school without bathing OMG!

But at least i reached there, early and in time. I reached like 10 mins before the interview should start, and thus could go and have a toilet break and etc, and even a drink =x And, i did not drink in the toliet >.>

For a sec inside the room, with the interviewer, seen the webcam like thing and seen a recorder. And i'm like, OMG, its tapppppeddd! This scene came to my mind at that moment, when I was in a therpist room, with the recorder, eeks.
But then again, i already do not want to face back to the past anymore, be it i stutter or whatsoever, im still going for this interview, as well as i can. whats so scary about it anyway, afterall the interviewer was kind :X She is kind of funny too!

Asked me kind of alot of questions, even some demos from me, like how i access and etc. Sounds kinda fun, but in my mind, i was wondering what she did it, its so high tech! Not as if i did not know but, its the first time infront of my eyes =x

Oh and further into the therpist incident. I was told that, it was just like an experiment, to actually try to get a "cure" for this problem with me. Well, she said there wasnt any cures for this. But, i feel that, with determination, and time, i can surely bypass this issue of mine, without paying that hefty amount like $1000? Thats not small money to me, rather quite alot if it is to my family. So i decided to save that $1000.

The other reason is, i do not want to be treated like a specimen, and i have to pay for it oh well.
So i rejected. Anyways im doing fine now, so i guess im okay :D

Other than those, i borrowed a learning japanese book to aid my playing of Nanatsuiro Drops Pure! Its entirely in japanese, and not only that, its like a storybook, but well in digital format, and deeper into the story, so it may be good to play it :D If im really interested the aftermath of the final ep of the anime, which I'm =P

Maybe i will be posting later, but then again, i dunno :D Shall see then!

Am i sick soon?

2007-10-31T08:30:00.000+08:00

Being well for like 3 years already. I may be getting sick really soon :D

Well but, that may be just a guess, but then again, you never know. ^^

Well what happened is, Tuesday had been a killing day since the long hour labs and the early 9am lesson. But still, for the first week, i did not get anything like this. So... Thus i assumed that on top =x

The morning was okay, but after the final lesson, yea, the lesson i hated the most, Interface Design. It is tiring and demanding. And after that went for dinner in the campus, and went home by bus. Well this never happened before to me that badly.

During the bus ride, sorta feeling quite dizzy when i'm making my sig. And then, i went to my work which i need to hand up for tomorrow, just by typing some stuffs, i seriously got really tired and giddy, and next i feel like vomiting =/

After that, i really could not stand it and when to close my eyes, and tried to sleep. But still the giddiness do not really stop =/ And thus i end up being "tortured" in the bus. Yet the bus was like so cold to me, freezing, yet painful.

reedit :D

Difficulties OMFG.

2007-10-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

BAH. I need help in some subjects now, seriously T.T

Tried and tried in trying to do, and yet, I cannot get the results i wanted, how discouraging.

Not going too much into this, its depressing enough lmao.

Okie for now. Wanna go in a new online game that has just released its closed beta.

~Seal Online~

Seal Online gives me a good impression at first. But later, it shows you the importance of partying.
The graphic wise is okay and it seriously make you feel young, with those cute sprites. Mages are cute, since they float on a wand, and you sorta fly with it, gives a nice feeling :X

For other jobs.. Guess i go in to my priest. I simply like priests :D And their gowns attracted me alot. They look pure... right? ^^ For priest, it is quite nice at first, because you kill people with maces and etc, makes you an excellent fighter :X And with the self heal ability, you save money on pots.

Well when it is time for later levels, buffs and heals comes in. I do not know how strong they are, but they are helpful in my thinking. Well, priests clothes are nice, and it seems kidish, well the game is kidish. But it makes your character cute, and adorable.

I tried mage too, mage depends on his AP ( MP ) too much, and you get to spend lots of mana pots at low levels, and hardly could explore the power of combos.

Speaking of combos, i recommend trying warrior. He may have the slowest attack speed, but then again, when you are using combos, you are attacking as fast as other jobs too. And they are the ones that do high damage, so you get kinda alot of gains. And you could add hp too, and u become a tanker :X

Well, i stop here again >.> Still kinda messed up in my mind. Let me clear some mess and i will blog some sensible stuffs here :X

Stop wishing I think =/

2007-10-23T20:18:00.000+08:00

Boo! its a long time since i ever blogged >.>

Actually wanted to start at Monday, but was too darn tired, so ya today ^^

Today was sorta okay, C++ isnt that hard if you really look at it another way round. Its fun and its related to java in a way, allowing for easy understandings. Not to compare but, i feel my current lecturer teaches better, in a way that, he touches the meaning of those terms, rather than just focusing on the practical. Understanding sometimes, requires some knowledge of the background too. It helps in the overall understanding i guess.

Hmm, com skills arent bad, the lecturer is fun too! It will be boring if it is a lecturer who doesnt joke at all. About the assignment.. i will say it sometime ^^

BAH @ interface design. I thought it is some thing that to do with software, and you colour on it and etc. End up having some drawing sessions >.> Not that i hate, is that, i dislike in using pencils, other than in my personal dairy. Pencils are dark, boring, hard. And when you draw too hard, the mark is still there, its like a permanent mark eeks,irritating and dirty.

After the torture xD, went to canteen to have my dinner, bah, im darn hungry. My class care person came o.0 said he called me just now. Its about err, what interface testing... for what user friendly, stuffies :D

And now at home, tmr is 8am lesson, bah, i cant sleep long again. Maybe i should enjoy abit, and i go sleep later, hwk wait for next time :D

Kies will blog tmr, theres a NE talk tmr though. Media huh, hopes it gets fun X:

Some thoughts.

2007-10-11T16:54:00.000+08:00

Well, look at how long i didn't post. Not that i abandoned this blog lol, its more of I'm rushing through a MMO ^^

The MMO i was rushing through, Perfect World brought me some fun at first, but at the higher levels, the fun kinda dies out. I guess it was just the experience gradient that did it, but nevertheless, I still hit the level of 49, allowing me to have 3 million extra gold when open beta starts xD

Hmm, i really question how long did I play lol. I played like 16 hours/day or so. And one day with only 3 hours of sleep. How great I'm >.> But i hope i will get the top 3, since the job i'm playing, an archer, isn't that popular.

School starts soon, and i hope it to happen sooner though, i know its weird to like school. But ya, i love school =P But the bad thing is, the Perfect World closed beta shall start 3 days before i start school which means... OMG i do not have time to playyyyy!!

And another issue =/ I wanna buy the cool cash items in the cashshop in the game. But Singapore's shop doesn't sell the prepaid card T.T Boohooo. Tried sending a enquiry letter to Comic Connection and see how they reply. Hopefully i get a favourable reply =x If not.. i guess it is hard to get online payment done, since i do not have any debit cards =/

Now lets go back to this post topic =/There is some stuffs i wanna figure out. I know you all uses MSN or other messaging programs.

Now this is the question.. Do you guys actually chat with them? Or maybe only when you are bored? Or when you have something to ask from them?

This puzzles me quite alot, it seems that, the more people you have in your contact list, the lesser communication will be done with your older contacts. They seemed to be forgotten =/ Well this is what i think.

Well i know that you need 2 hands to clap, and 2 people to speak. But then again, if this concept is there. No one will actually chat with another person unless he/she is dear to the another one. Or you have something to ask. That might be weird =/ Well i do not know how to explain in deeper details. But this is what i generally think.

Came with a filled head with thoughts of what to post, and during posting, forgotten quite alot of them >.> So i stop here ^^ See ya on my next post :D

Hello!

2007-09-26T16:40:00.000+08:00

Whew, it has been months since i started blogging. Want to know why?

Well, the reason is kind of common, i suppose it happens to almost everyone, but here are the reasons...

Every time i blog, its always been the daily normal happenings, thus i find it boring to repeat it again and again, much more, i do not see readers reading my blogs, thus destroying my mood to blog, and i tend to get lazy to blog once i thought about it.

Anyways, since i came back to blogger, and get a head start to blog again. I feel that i shouldn't start nagging all of my daily happenings, rather, what i find interesting in the things i done in the past, the present, or what i expect in the future!

Lets start with this first....

Seal Online English Version Closed Beta.

Speaking about this closed beta, I'm really getting a bit of tired waiting for it, well, I've been waiting for it for like 2 years? So then again, a few more days, doesn't really affect much. But, release dates was found in information sites, like mmosite. They claimed that the closed beta to be launched at 24th of September, and yet, no news of the closed beta was announced by the team that is managing the game and look at the date! Its already 26th!

Well, in their beta forum, there are a lot of identical threads, asking when will the closed beta be released, or how they select players to participate in the closed beta testing. Even me, wanted to post that as well, as to "vent my anger", but hey, I'm not really unhappy. Its just that I'm too tired of waiting longer =P

In the period of waiting, ran out of MMOs to play for the moment, i seriously do hope seal online CB to be out asap. But then again, CB characters will be deleted once CB ended, so perhaps its not that wise to play and rush for like the whole day? Since its not really benefiting, its just a mere waste of valuable time >.>

Due to the boredom i have now, came back to my completed Ar Tonelico, and replaying it using a different route and i spotted something cute and strange about the storyline! Maybe i shall share with you readers tomorrow, or the next coming post.

Other then those complaints I've, i think i should stop it ^^, well, i cannot really blame them for being slow, since we do not pay them in any manner. So ya, lets wait patiently, since patience is a good virtue >.>

I shall end my post here xD. Hoping to see seal online out at any moment from now and i will be free of boredom, well, as least for a while..